


so long, gay boy, to be more precise.
i’ve been pushed to my limit. how much of what you said wednesday was because it was what you thought i wanted to hear? probably all of it. you are such a piece of shit. i’ve put FAR too much time and effort into this relationship, friendship, whatever you want to call it…for you to act like this to me. i’m honestly over it. i’ve tried to keep quiet, i’ve tried to talk it out, i’ve tried to forgive and forget. but you won’t even TRY anything. i hope the new person that you picked up to replace me but are intent on lying to me about makes you happy, happier than i did. and i hope that when you treat her like you treated me, she runs the fuck away from you as fast as she can immediately. i’ve accepted all of your flaws, i love you for your flaws. i never asked you to change who you were for me. i just asked for respect and honesty. i guess i didn’t realize how much that was asking. i’m sorry YOU were never honest with me, but i’m glad that other people, including myself, stepped in to get that honesty. i still would have gladly forgiven you and forgotten it, except you still don’t care. you care that someone ratted you out, not that you hurt me. you care that you have to actually see me crying, not that you are making me cry. you care that i’m being too emotional, not that you’ve made me emotional. you care about you. maybe you feel guilty, but feeling guilty and treating someone horribly are two separate stories. you were so beautiful just the way you were, until you stopped being you with me. until you started putting up walls, inching me out. to let someone else inch in. you cheated me. not cheated on me, i know you wouldn’t dare say we were dating. but you cheated me out of what i deserved. you cheated me out of a real chance, a real friend. you weren’t, and still aren’t a waste of my time. but you are a mean piece of shit, and you don’t deserve good things to be happening to you right now.
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My final feelings toward 2011 can neatly be summed up in a Mr. Chow quote: “So long, gay boy”.
Every time I see this or hear this, I think of one of my friends from undergrad, Ross you son of a bitch…..he said this...